“To be loved and love at the highest count means to lose all the things I can't live without/ Let it be known that I will choose to lose, it's a sacrifice,” she sings. These aren’t the light conclusions of a woman who doesn’t understand the stakes of marriage, and in the song’s chorus, Adele asserts that she knows being loved and loving someone takes hard work and sacrifice. In the song’s pre-chorus, Adele reasons: “But oh my, oh my/ I'll never learn if I never leap/ I'll always yearn if I never speak.” She knows now that her marriage’s collapse isn’t an indictment on her, nor a detriment to seeking love again, but rather an unfortunate circumstance between two people who perhaps just weren’t ready to commit. While 21 Adele would have surely seen the divorce as an armageddon doomsday for the prospect of finding love again, 30 Adele has grown to see failure as par for the course of life and love. In contrast to “Take It All,” on “To Be Loved” Adele’s feelings toward Konecki aren’t spiteful, but instead a measured observation of what went wrong, taking stock of the reality of the situation and, most importantly, her own needs. This isn’t the first time the singer has colored herself as the fool in her songs or assumed the blame of an unsuccessful relationship: On the song “Take It All,” from 21, she sings, “But go on and take it/ Take it all with you/ Don't look back at this crumbling fool/ Just take it all with my love/ Take it all with my love.”īut this is where “To Be Loved” and 30 deviate from her past discography. Speaking from the wise perspective of someone who’s now lived through her relationship falling apart, Adele is owning up to all the ways she was ill-prepared when embarking on the relationship in the first place. “I built a house for love to grow, I was so young that it was hard to know/ I’m as lost now as I was back then, always make a mess of everything/ It's about time that I face myself, all I do is bleed into someone else/ Painting walls with all my secret tears, filling rooms with all my hopes and fears,” she sings on the first verse. But more remarkably, she reveals the way her perspective of love has shifted following the end of her marriage. In its lyrics, she minces no words as she retells the story of her and Konecki’s relationship, painting it as doomed from the start. She gifted it to the world early almost as a gentle warning, releasing a video of her performing the track live from her couch two days before the album dropped in lieu of the official recording: a sting before the real sting. “To be Loved,” however, is the belly of the beast, the album’s show-stopping, penultimate song that finally dives into how the dissolution of the marriage impacted Adele herself, alone, at the end of the day. As a whole, 30 holistically examines the divorce from every angle and phase in regards to her son, and her finally moving on towards happiness. On the album, she digs into that realm of the divorce more with songs like “My Little Love,” a breakthrough moment that features intimate voice recordings of her having tough conversations with Angelo. Its lead single, “Easy On Me,” was an immediate doozy as she zoomed in on how the divorce impacted her relationship with her son, Angelo. Written around the circumstances of her divorce from ex-husband Simon Konecki, 30 already had a lot going for it when it came to songs tasked with excavating the ruins of her marriage. One such selection is “To Be Loved,” the album’s deeply introspective ballad that has emerged as its resounding centerpiece. And yet, 30 has still managed to blow all those expectations out of the water with its vulnerable and unabashedly open songs. One could argue that those designations are simultaneously a given and understatement, considering the British megastar’s entire career has been built upon the act of breaking apart the hums of her heart since the release of her very first album, 19. Adele’s monumental new album, 30, has already been hailed as the singer and songwriter’s most personal, raw, and intimate yet.
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